in the poem i change both our names to nothing & finally stop talking about this
26 August 2026
& were friends as children. was a kind of feral cat. wanted to coax inside. believed they were a changeling. & felt outside the world. lay next to in a graveyard & saw the bare trees rip open the night sky. kept changing their name & kept changing their name. gave a ring with a pink stone, it was something they had made. gave a spiky ring with a pearl. & told everyone. it was life changing. never mind the compulsion to walk through the night or the hospital visits. had a plan to save . it felt like everyone thought was going to die. was trying their best. was trying their best.
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